Something about my self

Im not awesome , Im not smart , Im not in the greatest shape in my life and Im not creative. I dont know why I created this I just felt like it I know not a lot would read this Im not that interesting although the title really creates an eye opener but I guess I have to stick to it . I created this late last year barely;y updated it I though I should just write since already summer here. SO yeah Im fat not so fat that I cant jump just athletic kinda fat and I play basketball. Im also a computer science student but barely any good when ti comes to programming but I guess Im just lazy to teach my self . Im dark yeah, Im a dark , fat and not so smart kid with a 5'7 height well life isnt great. Most people think Im nice but some truly think Im an asshole ( sorry for the language) and I cant understand why the person that I truly liked and cared about thought I was plastic ( pretend , fake) I just cant. So yeah thats me and what else Im a cancer in zodiac sign or a a year of the rat so yeah which suppose to mean that Im a person that is kinda hard to crack since I keep all my emotions in and I try to be alone as possible.